Thinking things right
Posted on: Sunday, September 6, 2009
Posted at: 9:45 PM
Posted at: 9:45 PM
Why sill moaning about it when it can't be change anymore? Why do i still need to have this feelings that i've been feeling for a very long time?
If the pieces doesn't fit anymore, why forcing that piece to be fit into the picture? There is no use in trying anymore. But why do i still care about this thing?
I've try to move on, try to avoid thinking about it. Trying my best to just have this anger feeling inside just to make myself feel better. But why am i not?
It just that i still do care about you. But i can't make myself to think that nothing happen. Cause the memeory keep coming back when i care. And it hurts. That is reality. I put my heart and soul to it. Make that person as if shes was part of my life. But i guess it was a mistake.
It took me almost 2 years to start talking to amanda. Start being friends with her. In that period of time, i cared for her. But it hurt still.
I may be your special friend, but i can't do the same for you. Cause its just not the same anymore.. It just not meant to be.
You enjoy your life, and i'll enjoy mine (:
If the pieces doesn't fit anymore, why forcing that piece to be fit into the picture? There is no use in trying anymore. But why do i still care about this thing?
I've try to move on, try to avoid thinking about it. Trying my best to just have this anger feeling inside just to make myself feel better. But why am i not?
It just that i still do care about you. But i can't make myself to think that nothing happen. Cause the memeory keep coming back when i care. And it hurts. That is reality. I put my heart and soul to it. Make that person as if shes was part of my life. But i guess it was a mistake.
It took me almost 2 years to start talking to amanda. Start being friends with her. In that period of time, i cared for her. But it hurt still.
I may be your special friend, but i can't do the same for you. Cause its just not the same anymore.. It just not meant to be.
You enjoy your life, and i'll enjoy mine (: